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| It's been a long long time since I have updated. I haven't been in the mood but I've been checking my page. I've been overly busy these last few days. Doing bullshit. | | |
| I saw this dude I used to like at my brother's basketball game today. He's damn sexy and if I wasn't in my right mind, we would've went somewhere and did some things. We was chilling though, talking and shit. Lucky he's still allowed to go to prom AND he doesn't have a date. I should [ut good use to the number in my phone and call him to set that up. My sister tried. Since the both of us don't have a date, she suggested that we go together. He was like "that could work." And that was the end of the conversation. I'm starting to like him again...well I never really stopped but he was talking to my "associate" so I let that go. Then they stopped and I should probably try to go with him to prom. That would be great. He bought me a ringpop. It was supposed to be me buying him a lollipop but he changed his mind and got me something. Nice ass. I hope I see him again soon so we can talk. | | |
| I took the rest of my exams today. Two yesterday and two today. I did fairly well I think. I know I passed. No doubt about that. I'm bored now. Very bored. I want a fucking boyfriend....bad. So sick of being lonely man. Previous dude was a fucking jerk. He knew what he was doing. Duck ass nigga. Next dude I mess with I'm going to make sure I know him real good before we even get into it like that. I don't need my fucking feelings hurt anymore. Niggas nowadays are grimy as hell though. They conceited for one and they don't know what they want to do with themselves. I need someone with some direction. | | |
| WOULD YOU RATHER…
1. Nose or tongue?: tongue
2. Be serious or be funny?: funny but know what to be serious
3. drink whole or skim milk? neither
4. die in a fire or drown? neither
ARE YOU
1. simple or complicated? complicated
2. Gay? As of right now no
3. Hardcore? nope
4. Honest? sure
DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or angels: angles
2. gray or black?: black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: color
4. lust or love?: love.
5. sunrise or sunset?: sunrise
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
7. rap or rock?: rap and rock
8. staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late
10. eating apples or oranges? oranges
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. do you like anyone? Yep a few people
2. do they know it?: yep
3. do you think about sex?: yep
4. have you had sex?: almost
5. who do you want next?: can’t say
DO YOU PREFER
1. being hot or cold?: hot
2. sun or moon?: moon
3. Winter or Summer?: both
4. left or right?: right
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends ? : best friends
6. sun or rain?: sun
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: vanilla with sprinkles
8. boys or girls?: boys
9. vodka or Jack?: neither
ABOUT YOU
What time is it?: 5:13pm
Name?: Nicole
Nickname(s): too many to name
WHAT DO YOU WANT
Where do you want to live? NY or NJ, city areas
How many kids do you want?: 3 or 4
What kind of job do you want?: teacher or daycare owner
Do you want to get married?: yes
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| So today I found out my cousin might be a blood. I hope that's not true. His face was beyond fucked up when I saw him in school today. If it's true I'm going to beat his ass a second time for him. So fucking stupid. Why would someone want to be apart of that shit? It's ridiculous, it's not cool, and that shit gets you no where. But if he wants to follow those fucking ducks doing that shit, then so be it. On to better things, it's getting closer to graduation. I really can't wait. I'm still waiting for a response from the colleges I applied to. I hope I get in to one of them. I'll cry if I don't. I made a shocking confession to one of my friends today but I won't say what it was because I don't have to. It's between me and my friend and that's how it will stay. I finally got a perm too. It was needed and you can really tell the difference. All that's left to do is style it because right now it looks like I just rolled out of bed and went without doing anything to my hair...which is exactly what I did because I didn't have the time to fix it. I was real close to being late but I made it. Power walked my ass to school and then power walked home once school was out. I hate that school and the people in it. Everyday I say I'm ready to graduate. People be looking at me mad but I don't care because I am. I'm just not ready for college. I have a lot to prepare for. But I found my maybe prom dress today. It's so fucking cute it's not funny.
It is so damn cute and I want it real real bad of course with some adjustments. I want to add some length to the bottom in the back and make the front a little higher but other then that it's cute. I need to learn to walk in heels too. Will not bust my ass on prom day. No sir I won't. Bitches will not be laughing at me. | | |
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